my story

in mourning clothe except...:)

2007-05-02T00:46:00.000-07:00

This pic was taken when we went to the mourning ceremony for senior's relative in my office. There were me, mb uni, pinky, and aida that different from the other,hehe.

american dangdut

2007-03-22T18:09:00.000-07:00

hai guys,

The rain was extremely fell on the ground today, make yk as cold as bandung,hehe. btw Today i saw dangdut contest in the united stated that was held by indonesian community in pennsylvania, graceful and beautiful dancer eventhough they were new comer of dangdut singer

just wanna share photos:)

2007-03-14T19:57:00.000-07:00

Me and my pals in maksi

like a cloudy day....

2007-02-20T16:26:00.000-08:00

Hai guyz....

Im coming back to this blog aftermath of some sadness:(. Yogya, the unique city had just been attacked by twister on monday 18, 2007. I was taking a bath when it was happened for about 10 minutes, so i didnt see the rolling wind, not rolling stone,hehe. Lets be more wise to our earth, make it yogya as homy as the one that didnt destroyed by natural disaster.

heikkkk...;)

2007-01-23T16:37:00.000-08:00

Hello all,

See u again after got much orders:) btw do u still remember MTV gokil? I saw it in global tv last night. Ria warna has been the target of ridiculous on this episode. Ringo asked Warna to eat salad with scarf covered over their eyes. Eventhough all the personnel of warna were ready to start eating salad, Ria was the only one who did it for several minutes. When Ria ate, the other opened up their scarf and laugh at Ria's action. Finally, Ria was realized that she was been trapped by her pals, then she yelled 'nyebeliiiiiiiiiiin dech lo semua, heikkkk:))))

For the opening day lets sing this song from puff daddy feat faith evans.....

Every day I wake up
I hope Im dreamin
I cant believe this shit
Cant believe you aint here
Sometimes its just hard for a nigga to wake up
Its hard to just keep goin
Its like I feel empty inside without you bein here
I would do anything man, to bring you back
Id give all this shit, shit the whole knot
I saw your son todayHe look just like you
You was the greatest
Youll always be the greatest
I miss you big
Cant wait til that day, when I see your face againI cant wait til that day, when I see your face again...

Yeah... this right here (tell me why)
Goes out, to everyone, that has lost someone
That they truly loved (cmon, check it out)

Verse one: puff daddy
Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin on the block for dough
Notorious, they got to know that
Life aint always what it seem to be (uh-uh)
Words cant express what you mean to me
Even though youre gone, we still a team
Through your family, Ill fulfill your dream (thats right)
In the future, cant wait to see
If you open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend (uh-huh)
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When its real, feelings hard to concealCant imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living your life, after death

Chorus: faith evans
Every step I take, every move
I makeEvery single day, every time I pray
Ill be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
Ill be missing you[puff] I miss you big

Verse two: puff daddy
Its kinda hard with you not around (yeah)
Know you in heaven smilin down (eheh)
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where
Ill keep you friend
Memories give me the strength
I need (uh-huh) to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts big I just cant define (cant define)
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us in the 6, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicksMakin hits, stages they receive you on
I still cant believe youre gone (cant believe youre gone)
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living youre life, after death
Chorus[faith evans]
somebody tell me whyInterlude:

faith evans
On that morning
When this life is over
I knowIll see your face
Outro: 112Every night I pray, every step I takeEvery move I make, every single dayEvery night I pray, every step I take[puff] every day that passesEvery move I make, every single day[puff] is a day that I get closer[puff] to seeing you againEvery night I pray, every step I take[puff] we miss you big... and we wont stopEvery move I make, every single day[puff] cause we cant stop... thats rightEvery night I pray, every step I takeEvery move I make, every single day[puff] we miss you big*music fades out*

a glance of sun

2007-01-10T18:57:00.000-08:00

hello all,

Its the first time i write in my blog again in 2007, lots of jobs must be done quickly. Lets get relax by this songs....

I wanna call the stars
Down from the sky
I wanna live a day
That never dies
I wanna change the world
Only for you All the impossible
I wanna do

I wanna hold you close
Under the rain
I wanna kiss your smile
And feel the pain
I know what's beautiful
Looking at you
In a world of lies
You are the truth

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I'll make you safe No matter where you are
And bring you Everything you ask for Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

I wanna make you see
Just what I was
Show you the loneliness
And what it does
You walked into my life
To stop my tears
Everything's easy now
I have you here

In a world without you
I would always hunger
All I need is your love to make me stronger

You love me When you tell me that you love me

if my chair like it:)

2006-11-23T21:29:00.000-08:00

heal my pain

2006-11-14T19:58:00.000-08:00

there are several days im not writing this blog, i have many task recently, need some vacation,hehe. Have u heard a song from roxette that titled was the queen of rain? a beautiful black n white pic for the clip, dream about this beauty queen:)

In that big big house there are fifty doors and one of them leads to your heart. in the time of spring I passed your gate and tried to make a start. all I knew was the scent of sea and dew but i
Een in love before, how about you?

Theres a time for the good in life, a time to kill the pain in life, dream about the sun you queen of rain.

In that big old house there are fifty beds and one of them leads to your soul. its a bed of fear, a bed of threats, regrets and sheets so cold. all I knew your eyes so velvet blue, Ive been in
Before, how about you?

Theres a time for the good in life...

Its time to place your bets in life, Ive played the losers game of life, dream about the sun you queen of rain.

Time went by as I wrote your name in the sky, fly fly away, bye bye.

lebaran oh lebaran

2006-11-01T16:56:00.000-08:00

Hai all

See u again after long week end due to the eid ul fitr celebration:)there are lots of fun and experience during that time such as reunion with my pals when i was in the elementary school.

chicago oh chicago:)

2006-10-11T19:58:00.000-07:00

Today the weather in Yogyakarta is still hot, unlike in chicago that has a unique climate in a whole day;) Last night, I heard a song from ungu. Recently, by his debut album 'melayang',Ungu become prestigious band in Indonesia. Pasha as the lead vocal be more popular and success in young age. I hope we can be like him:) never give up to achieve our idealism though there are lots of barriers...

Be my sugar:)

2006-10-03T17:23:00.000-07:00

Hallo all,

I impress with the jingle and the clip of 'gulaku', so sweet and cheerful, lets sing the song that performed by the archies

Song: Sugar, Sugar Lyrics
Sugar, ah honey honey
You are my candy girl
And you've got me wanting you.
Honey, ah sugar sugar
You are my candy girl
And you've got me wanting you.
I just can't believe the loveliness of loving you
(I just can't believe it's true)
I just can't believe the one to love this feeling to.
(I just can't believe it's true)
Ah sugar, ah honey honey
You are my candy girl
And you've got me wanting you.
Ah honey, ah sugar sugar
You are my candy girl
And you've got me wanting you.
When I kissed you, girl, I knew how sweet a kiss could be
(I know how sweet a kiss can be)
Like the summer sunshine pour your sweetness over me
(Pour your sweetness over me)
Sugar, pour a little sugar on it honey,
Pour a little sugar on it baby
I'm gonna make your life so sweet, yeah yeah yeah
Pour a little sugar on it oh yeah
Pour a little sugar on it honey,
Pour a little sugar on it baby
I'm gonna make your life so sweet, yeah yeah yeah
Pour a little sugar on it honey,
Ah sugar, ah honey honey
You are my candy girl
And you've got me wanting you.
Oh honey, honey, sugar sugar ..
You are my candy girl ..

for example:)

2006-09-28T17:48:00.000-07:00

If you eager to order that cake, i will give u special price with special taste everlasting...;)

see the big yellow day:)

2006-09-24T18:47:00.000-07:00

See u again on the second day in ramadhan, the fasting months for the moslem. I hope we can work comfortable all day in this season. Last night i saw a comedy and romantic film, Two Week Notice that performed by hugh grant and sandra bullock. have u ever seen it? I nearly got more impress with sandra bullock action and hugh grant with the british dialogue. I also impress with the original soundtrack that sang by counting crows feat vanessa carlton, here this song....

The Big Yellow Taxi

They paved paradise and put up a parking lot
With a pink hotel, a boutique, and a swingin' hot spot
Don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
They paved paradise and put up a parking lot

[Vanessa Carlton]
Ooooh, bop bop bop
Ooooh, bop bop bop

[Adam]
They took all the trees, and put em in a tree museum
And they charged the people a dollar and a half to see them
No, no, no
Don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
They paved paradise, and put up a parking lot

[Vanessa]
Ooooh, bop bop bop
Ooooh, bop bop bop

[Adam]
Hey farmer, farmer, put away your DDT
I don't care about spots on my apples,
Leave me the birds and the bees
Please
Don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
They paved paradise and put up a parking lot
Hey now, they paved paradise to put up a parking lot
Why not?

[Vanessa]
Ooooh, bop bop bop
Ooooh, bop bop bop

[Adam]
Listen, late last night, I heard the screen door slam
And a big yellow taxi took my girl away
Now don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
They paved paradise and put up a parking lot
Well, don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
They paved paradise to put up a parking lot
Why not?
They paved paradise and put up a parking lot
Hey hey hey
Paved paradise and put up a parking lot

[Vanessa]
Ooooh, bop bop bop
Ooooh, bop bop bop

[Adam, Vanessa]
I don't wanna give it
Why you wanna give it
Why you wanna giving it all away
Hey, hey, hey
x2
Now you wanna give it
I should wanna give it
Now you wanna giving it all away

Hey, paved paradise to put up a parking lot

[Vanessa]
Why you wan it?
x2
da da dada da da da da da

best in me for all:)

2006-09-21T17:39:00.000-07:00

From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mine
You touched my hand
And I knew that this was gonna be our time
I don't ever wanna lose this feeling
I don't wanna spend a moment apart

Chorus:
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you

Every day that I'm here with you
I know that it feels right
And I've just got to be near you every day and every night
And you know that we belong together
It just had to be you and me

'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you

And you know that we belong together, It just had to be you and me

'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you

cuddly couple, isnt?:)

2006-09-10T23:00:00.000-07:00

Heloo all,

Im taking a rest now. Btw last nite my friends had just been married,cuddly couple bcoz of there baby face:) here they are...

tuesday night fever:)

2006-08-22T17:36:00.000-07:00

Hi guys,

See u again after UGM's long weekend:. Last night I didnt sleep well because of the cold. My body is weak now. lets getting a 'hot' song from motoalert artist of the month, stars are blind from paris hilton

I don't mind spending some time
Just hanging here with you
Cuz I don't find too many guys
That treat me like you do
Those other guys all wanna take me for a ride
But when I walk their talk is suicide
Some people never get beyond their stupid pride
But you can see the real me inside
And I'm satisfied, oh no, ohh

Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine

I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby i'm perfect for you

My love, ohh oh

I could be your confidante
Just one of your girlfriends
But I know that love's what you want
If tomorrow the world ends
Why shouldn't we be with the one we really love?
Now tell me who have you been dreaming of
At night at home? oh no, ohh

Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine

I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby i'm perfect for you

Excuse me for feeling
This moment is critical
Might be me feeling
It could get physical, oh no, no no

Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine

I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Let's see what this love can do
Baby I'm perfect for you

Baby I'm perfect for you

Even though the gods are crazy

Even though the stars are blind

Even though the gods are crazy

Even though the stars are blind

warming up story:)

2006-08-06T19:44:00.000-07:00

Hello my blog,

Yogyakarta is still cold today,just like in bandung,hehe. Btw I saw true story about hiroshima blast that happened in August 6,1945. By its explosion, many thousand people were died and children lost their parents, it was so horibble and touched like this song from white lions...

little child
dry your crying eyes
how can I explain
the fear you feel inside
cause you were born
into this evil world
where man is killing man
but no one knows just why
what have we become
just look what we have done
all that we destroyed
you must build again

when the children cry
let them know we tried
cause when the children sing
then the new world begins

little child
you must show the way
to a better day
for all the young
cause you were born
for all the world to see
that we all can live
with love and peace
no more presidents
and all the wars will end
one united world
under god

when the children cry
let them know we tried
cause when the children sing
then the new world begins

what "have we" become
just look what we have done
all that we destroyed
you must build again
no more presidents
and all the wars will end
one united world
under god

when the children cry
let them know we tried
when the children fight
let them know it ain't right
when the children pray
let them know the way
cause when the children sing
then the new world begins

groovy morning:)

2006-07-18T17:33:00.000-07:00

Im still impressing with the story of pearl harbor. Last night one of television channel in Indonesia has played it. Ben Affleck performed excellent, it can be nicer if liv tyler become evelyn;) in my dreams i always see u soar....:)

mosquitos invasion:)

2006-07-16T17:39:00.000-07:00

hii all,

See u again in bright monday, hope we can do even better job this week. Btw i woke up last night at 00.00 am because of the the mosquitos, so annoyingggg!!they were still annoying even the disinfectan were lighted. But Israel invasion is more horrible that mine, hope the war stop asap. lets sing this song:

"Heal The World"

There's A Place In
Your Heart
And I Know That It Is Love
And This Place Could
Be Much
Brighter Than Tomorrow
And If You Really Try
You'll Find There's No Need
To Cry
In This Place You'll Feel
There's No Hurt Or Sorrow

There Are Ways
To Get There
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

If You Want To Know Why
There's A Love That
Cannot Lie
Love Is Strong
It Only Cares For
Joyful Giving
If We Try
We Shall See
In This Bliss
We Cannot Feel
Fear Or Dread
We Stop Existing And
Start Living

Then It Feels That Always
Love's Enough For
Us Growing
So Make A Better World
Make A Better World...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

And The Dream We Were
Conceived In
Will Reveal A Joyful Face
And The World We
Once Believed In
Will Shine Again In Grace
Then Why Do We Keep
Strangling Life
Wound This Earth
Crucify Its Soul
Though It's Plain To See
This World Is Heavenly
Be God's Glow

We Could Fly So High
Let Our Spirits Never Die
In My Heart
I Feel You Are All
My Brothers
Create A World With
No Fear
Together We'll Cry
Happy Tears
See The Nations Turn
Their Swords
Into Plowshares

We Could Really Get There
If You Cared Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
To Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me

dazzling tulip:)

2006-07-12T00:13:00.000-07:00

One thing I wanna take :))

extravaganza exam:)

2006-07-05T23:22:00.000-07:00

This morning, the selection test for undergraduate became horrible by tremor, can u help me superman:)

dazzling cups:)

2006-06-27T17:52:00.000-07:00

Hai my blogs, Yogyakarta still cold today. Btw i like to collect mugs, cups, and plates, do u? this one im looking for:)

romantic city:)

2006-06-20T18:20:00.000-07:00

morning guys,

Today i browsed several pic from google earth, i can see paris, its truly romantic city in france:)hope we can get there[:0< Lets hear this song as the ice breaker

Especially for you I wanna let you know what I was going through All the time we were apart I thought of you You were in my heart My love never changed I still feel the same

Especially for you *I wanna tell you I was feeling that way too *And if dreams were wings, you know *I would have flown to you *To be where you are No matter how far +And now that I'm next to you

[1c:] *No more dreaming about tomorrow *Forget the loneliness and the sorrow I've got to say +It's all because of you

[CHORUS:] +And now we're back together, together +I wanna show you my heart is oh so true +And all the love I have is +Especially for you [2:]

Especially for you I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me *How I'm certain that our love was meant to be *You changed my life You showed me the way +And now that I'm next to you *I've waited long enough to find you *I wanna put all the hurt behind you Oh, +And I wanna bring out all the love inside you, +Oh

[CHORUS:] You were in my heart
My love never changed

heal yogyakarta

2006-06-14T17:35:00.000-07:00

Not only world cup championship becomes headlines today in yk, but also the activity of mount merapi, we must be more care with the earth at least with this song from michael jackson, heal the world...

There's a place in your heart
And I know that it is love
And this place could be much Brighter than tomorrow.
And if you really try
You'll find there's no need to cry
In this place you'll feel
There's no hurt or sorrow.
There are ways to get there
If you care enough for the living
Make a little space, make a better place.

Chorus: Heal the world Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place for You and for me.

If you want to know why
There's a love that cannot lie
Love is strong It only cares for joyful giving.
If we try we shall see
In this bliss we cannot feel Fear or dread
We stop existing and start living
Then it feels that always
Love's enough for us growing
Make a better world, make a better world.

Chorus:
Heal the world Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race.
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place for You and for me.

Bridge: And the dream we would conceived in
Will reveal a joyful face
And the world we once believed in
Will shine again in grace
Then why do we keep strangling life
Wound this earth, crucify it's soul
Though it's plain to see, this world is heavenly
Be God's glow.

We could fly so high
Let our spirits never die
In my heart I feel
You are all my brothers
Create a world with no fear
Together we'll cry happy tears
See the nations turn
Their swords into plowshares
We could really get there
If you cared enough for the living
Make a little space to make a better place.

Chorus:
Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place for You and for me. Refrain (2x)

There are people dying if you care enough for the living Make a better place for you and for me. There are people dying if you care enough for the living Make a better place for you and for me. You and for me
Make a better place You and for me

much better (*******)

2006-06-04T18:08:00.001-07:00

hai my blogs,

I can sleep much better after the disaster. Till this time, im still feeling stress when something fell down or shook. I hope it wont happen again, eventhough we can take many lesson such as we become more sensitive to each other:) btw lets stast this day with this song

When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.L
et it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

And when the broken hearted peopleLiving in the world agree,
There will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is
Still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be.Let it be, let it be.

YeahThere will be an answer, let it be.
And when the night is cloudy,
There is still a light that shines on me,
Shine on until tomorrow, let it be.I wake up to the sound of music
Mother Mary comes to meSpeaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.There will be an answer, let it be.Let it be, let it be,Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

promises:)

2006-06-01T00:59:00.001-07:00

This i promise u...:))

look at what God done for us

2006-05-31T01:05:00.001-07:00

hi my blogs, see u again after horrible earthquake attacked yogyakarta and several part of central java on may 27. I was just in my bedroom but ive already woke up so its safer to run away, with no bridgroom, haha. The tremor shooked fast and it caused a lot of building fell down and killed many people,it was very horrible. 4 days aftermath, I heard the number of the dead people was 5600 or there about. Think we must introspect with ourself and thing surround us to get better, the songs from ebiet g ade became popular again:) here it is

Kita mesti telanjang dan benar-benar bersih
Suci lahir dan di dalam batin
Tegaklah ke dalam sebelum bicara
Singkirkan debu yang masih melekat 2x

Anugerah dan bencana adalah kehendakNya
Kita mesti tabah menjalani
Hanya cambuk kecil agar kita sadar
Adalah Dia di atas segalanya 2x

Anak menjerit-jerit, asap panas membakar
Lahar dan badai menyapu bersih
Ini bukan hukuman, hanya satu isyarat Bahwa kita mesti banyak berbenah

Memang, bila kita kaji lebih jauh
Dalam kekalutan, masih banyak tangan
Yang tega berbuat nista... oh Tuhan pasti telah memperhitungkan
Amal dan dosa yang telah kita perbuat
Kemanakah lagi kita kan sembunyi
Hanya kepadaNya kita kembali Tak ada yang bakal bisa menjawab
Mari, hanya tunduk sujud padaNya

Kita mesti berjuang memerangi diri
Bercermin dan banyaklah bercermin Tuhan ada di sini di dalam jiwa ini
Berusahalah agar Dia tersenyum... oh Berubahlah agar Dia tersenyum

if u will i will...

2006-05-21T18:06:00.000-07:00

hii all,

im starting this day with check out my emails, chatting, and browsing. Last night i saw two struggling movies, the general's daughter and dying young, they encouraged me be more patient when i was feeling down . For warming our spirit lets sing a single song from jewel....again and again

"Again And Again"Listen dearI need you to hear.
I cannot disappearI've tried again and again and again.
I know we saidThat we'd give up
You said we'd had enoughAgain and again and again.

But you, you're always on my mind.It's like this all the time.
Say it's cause you're mineAll mine...And if you will,
I willTry to let it go.
And if you try, I'll tryTry
to let it show us the way'
Cause love is here to stay
Just look me in the eye
This is do or die
And I will stay in love'
Till you say enough
There is no giving in
There is no giving up in love.

Walk down the street
Stare at lots of things
The fast and steady streams
Again and again and again.

Do what I should
Try to stay busy
Your face is all
I seeAgain and again and again.

But you, you're always on my mind.
It's like this all the time.
Say it's cause you're mine
All mine...

And if you will,
I willTry to let it go.
And if you try, I'll tryTry to let it show us the way'
Cause love is here to stay
Just look me in the eye
This is do or die
And I will stay in love'
Till you say enough
There is no giving in
There is no giving up in love.

Like a movie I once sawIn the darkness
I recallFeeling the beauty and the pain
And when you call my name
Say you feel the same.

Cause' if you will, I willTry to let it go
And if you try, I'll try
Try to let it show.
And if you will, I willTry to let it go
And if you try, I'll try
Try to let it show us the way'
Cause love is here to stayJ
ust look me in the eye
This is do or die
And I will stay in love'
Til you say enough
There is no giving in
There is no giving up in love
In love, in love
We're in loveI cannot disappear...I've tried again and again and again...

GETCHA")

2006-05-15T17:42:00.001-07:00

Morning guys and gals, have u already got breakfast today? iv just had a cup of tea for it. Anyway i saw 'MTV gokil" on Global TV last night. This show was presented by funny guy called ringo, have u seen him before? he was a host of the radio station in Bandung. Theme of the show was radio vj recruitment in Singapore, so attractive:) . The candidates must be a female. In fact, there was just one male candidate . The candidate made me laugh oftenly bcoz of his innocent face that has been maked up became a woman with long dress:). Ringo in that show become an interviewer. When he got along the interview he found a weird thing. In the Curriculum Vitae the name of the interviee was Anton .... it didnt suit with the requirement. Finally Ringo said to Anton that he has just been on MTV Gokil, hahaa, GETCHA!!!

have you seen this b4?

2006-05-11T19:47:00.000-07:00

thats all in freedom of the seas, second "titanic":)

just a lil breakfast:)

2006-05-09T17:52:00.001-07:00

The sun shines brightly, hope we can do our job much brighter:) lets have breakfast with put ur your recordsnya corrine balley rae, video klipnya apix, free and relieve to bike together with pals:)

Three little birds, sat on my window.
And they told me I don't need to worry.
Summer came like cinnamon
So sweet, Little girls double-dutch on the concrete.
Maybe sometimes, we got it wrong, but it's alright
The more things seem to change, the more they stay the same
Oh, don't you hesitate.

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down Sapphire and faded jeans,
I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.
You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.

Blue as the sky, sombre and lonely,
Sipping tea in the bar by the road side,
(just relax, just relax) Don't you let those other boys fool you,
Gotta love that afro hairdo.

Maybe sometimes, we feel afraid, but it's alright
The more you stay the same, the more they seem to change.
Don't you think it's strange?

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down Sapphire and faded jeans,
I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.
Just more than I could take, pity for pity's sake
Some nights kept me awake,
I thought that I was stronger
When you gonna realise, that you don't even have to try any longer.
Do what you want to.

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down Sapphire and faded jeans,
I hope you get your dreams, Just go ahead, let your hair down.

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song You go ahead, let your hair down Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams, Just go ahead, let your hair down. Oh, You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow

beyond believe movement

2006-05-03T17:32:00.000-07:00

Halo my blogs,

smalam di tv banyak berita ttg demo buruh, its so unbelievable,hehe. lets pray there will be no anarchies and love will keep us alive kyak lagunya patty smith:)

I woke up this morning feeling lonely
There's so much my heart just does not understand
There were times nothing really mattered
now i find i care to much
there's life in everything i touch

look at what love has done to me
i'm not who i used to beeveryhing is changing,
and i will never be the same

look at what love has done to us
when will we ever learn to trust
were runnnig out of time, so little time baby

look at what love has done to me
now it's late at night i"m here without you
trying to make my way to where you are
can't you see i'll still be here waiting

can't you see our two hearts were always
meant to be as onelook at what love done to us
when will we ever learn to trust
were running out of time, there's so little

look at what love has done to mecalling out your name [repeat}
look at what love has done to usrunning out of timeBaby look at what love has done to meI'm running out of time, so much

peaceful everafter:)

2006-04-30T17:21:00.002-07:00

Tude is first day in may, di berita ada kabar mau ada aksi demo buruh, lmyan gede je persiapannya, smg mereka bsa menuangkan aspirasinya peacefully:) hmmm, lets begin working with a song from spice girl titled 'mama':

She used to be my only enemy and never let me free,
Catching me in places that I know I shouldn't be,
Ever other day I crossed the line,
I didn't mean to be so bad,
I never thought you would become the friend I never had,

Back then I didn't know why,
why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all that you did was love,

Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,

My friend I didn't want to hear it then but I'm not ashamed to say it now,
Every little thing you said and did was right for me,
I had alot of time to think about,
about the way I used to be,
Never had a sense of my responsibilty

Back then I didn't know why,
why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all that you did was love,

Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,

My friend But now I'm sure I know why,
why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all I can give you is love,

Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,

My friend Mama I love you,
Mama I care, Mama I love you,
Mama my friend, My friend

no matter how much we have to learn:)

2006-04-23T17:26:00.002-07:00

hi my blog, see u in the new week, hope mt. merapi will not errupt[-o< Btw kmarin ak liat saksi hidup, ambil tema ttg marsinah, brave woman from east java. demokrasi yg cenderung ke violence bikin jadi stagnant proses dinamisasi bangsa, tinggi2 skali,hahaa, btw sambil kerja ak dengerin lagunya david foster n olivia newton john, the best of me:

The Best of Me
So many years gone,
still I remember
How did I ever let my heart believein one who never gave enough to me

And so many years gone,
love that was so wrong
I can't forget the way it used to be
and how you changed the taste of love for me

You were my one more chance
I never thought I'd find you were the one romance
I've always known in my mind
No one will ever touch me moreand
I only hope that in return
I might have saved the best of me for you

And we'll have no ending if we can hold on
and I think I've come this far because of you
could be no other love but ours will do
You were my one more chance
I never thought I'd findyou were the one romance
I've always known in my mind
No one will ever touch me more
and I only hope that in return
I might have saved the best of me for you
No one will ever touch me more
and I only hope that in return
No matter how much we have to learn
I saved the best of me for you

no matter how much we have to learn:)

2006-04-23T17:26:00.001-07:00

pray and be careful

2006-04-18T18:00:00.001-07:00

ohayoo gozaimasu all,

semalam udara yk lmayan gerah, apa karena efek merapi ya,lets pray for the safety. btw ak kmarin dengerin lagunya take a bow, ak suka ma video klipnya, si matadornya euy,hehe. kapan ya bsa ketemu langsung tp g lhat bullnya,hehe. lets sing the song:

Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Lights are low, the curtains are down
There's no one here(There's no one here, there's no one in the crowd)

Say your lines but do you feel them
Do you mean what you sayWhen there's no one around (no one around)
Watching you, watching me
One lonely star(One lonely star you don't know who you are)

CHORUS:
I've always been in love with you
I guess you've always known it's true
You took my love for grantedWhy oh why
The show is over say good-byesay good-bye, say good-bye

Make them laugh, it comes so easy
When you get to the part
Where you're breaking my heartHide behind your smile
All the world loves a clown(Just make 'em smilethe whole world loves a clown)
Wish you well,
I cannot stayYou deserve an awardFor the role that you playedNo more masquerade
You're one lonely star(One lonely star you dont who you are)

CHORUS:
All the world is a stage
And everyone has their part
How was I to knowWhich way the story goes
How was I to know you'd break
You'd break, you'd break, you'd breakYou'd break my heart

caught invisible...:))

2006-04-11T17:38:00.000-07:00

hai my blog, mau crita apa ya....hmmm, kmarin ada film bagus, tootsie, have u seen this movie?ak seneng ma aktingnya dustin hoffman, di kramer vs kramer jg, pgn smday ketemu,might be u can,hahaha.

IT MIGHT BE YOU
(Stephen Bishop)

Time, I've been passing time watching trains go by
All of my life Lying on the sand watching seabirds fly
Wishing there could be someone Waiting home for me

Something's telling me it might be you
It's telling me it might be you All of my life

Looking back as lovers go walking past
All of my life Wondering how they met and what makes it last
If I found the place would I recognize the face

Something's telling me it might be you
It's telling me it might be you
So many quiet walks to take
So many dreams to wake and there's so much love to make

I think we’re gonna need some time
Maybe all we need is time
And it's telling me it might be you All of my life

I've been saving love songs and lullabies
And there's so much more
No one's ever heard before
Something's telling me it might be you
Yeah, it's telling me it must be you and
I'm feeling it'll just be you
All of my life It's you, it's you
I've been waiting for all of my life
Maybe it's you Maybe it's you
I've been waiting for all of my life.

since iv found u....:)

2006-04-03T18:52:00.001-07:00

Smalam yk lmayan hangat cos several days it was rained, badai glenda smg berlalu:) aku lagi 'in touch' ma lagunya christian bautista, here is for u guys:

i think of you in everything that i do to be with you
what ever it takes i'll do cause you my love,
you all my heart desires you've lighten up my life forever i'm alive

since i found you my world seems so brand new you've show me the love i never knew your presence is what my whole life through since i found you my life begin so new now who needs a dream when there is you for all of my dreams came true since i found you

your love shines bright through all the corners of my heart maybe you are my dearest heart i give you all i have my heart, my soul, my life my destiny is you forever true... i'm so in love with you

since i found you my world seems so brand new you've show me the love i never knew your presence is what my whole life through since i found you my life begin so new now who needs a dream when there is you for all of my dreams came true since i found you

my heart forever true... in love with you..

cool rhapsody:)

2006-03-28T16:15:00.000-08:00

hii my blog, tude yk is quiet cool coz it was rained last nite. btw smalam ak dengerin lagunya dewa 19 di albumnya yg baru, yg selimut hati, bikin ngangetin badan n hati nich,hehe. ngomong2 ttg republik cintanya dewa 19 jadi ingat ma republik indonesia yg sdg sakit n penuh masalah:( ya sbagai grass root i just praise and hope we can be strong and smart with that situation, so wise nich,haha. here is one of the song, listen n song when ur bored with a lot of case :)

Wahai jiwa-jiwa yang tenang
berhati-hatilah dirimu kepada hati-hati yang penuh kebencian yang dalam
Karena sesungguhnya iblis ada dan bersemayam di hati yang penuh dengan benci dan yang penuh dengan prasangka

Reff:
laskar cinta…
Sebarkanlah benih-benih cinta
musnahkanlah virus-virus benci
virus yang bisa rusakkan jiwa dan busukkan hati
laskar cinta…

Ajarkanlah ilmu tentang cinta
karena cinta adalah hakikat dan jalan yang terang bagi semua umat manusia
**Jika kebencian meracunimu…kepada manusia lainnya
maka sesungguhnya iblis sudah berkuasa atas dirimu
maka jangan pernah berharap aku akan mengasihi menyayangi manusia-manusia
yang penuh benci seperti kamu.

Back to reff:
Wahai jiwa-jiwa yang tenang jangan sekali-kali kamu
mencoba jadi Tuhan dengan mengadili dan menghakimi
Bahwasanya kamu memang tak punya daya dan upaya
serta kekuatan untuk menentukan kebenaran yang sejati.

Bukankah kita memang tercipta laki-laki dan wanita
dan menjadi suku-suku dan bangsa-bangsa yang pasti berbeda
Bukankah kita memang harus saling mengenal dan menghormati
bukan untuk saling bercerai-berai dan berperang angkat senjata

hero

2006-03-14T18:59:00.000-08:00

hello all,

tude ak sampe kantor mash sepi, kerjaan jg belm banyak, tp buka blog lameee abiz, so siang2 jadinya baru bsa nambah crita:) btw smalam ak dengar lagu hero, kadg dalam hidup kita g menyangka ada bnyak hero yg bikin kita bsa jadi spt skrg ini, tp kadg kita g menyadarinya en merasa kurang, tul kan?,hehe. lets enjoy the lyric:

There's a hero if you look inside your heart.
You don't have to be afraid of what you are.
There's an answer if you reach into your soul and the sorrow that you know will melt away.
And then a hero comes along with the strength to carry on and you cast your fears aside and you know you can survive.
So, when you feel like hope is gone look inside you and be strong and you'll finally see the truth that a hero lies in you.
It's a long road when you face the world alone.
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold.
You can find love if you search within yourself and the emptiness you felt will disappear.
And then a hero comes along with the strength to carry on and you cast your fears aside and you know you can survive.
So, when you feel like hope is gone look inside you and be strong and you'll finally see the truth that a hero lies in you.
Lord knows dreams are hard to follow, But don't let anyone tear them away.
Hold on, there will be tommorow. in time you'll find the way.
And then a hero comes along with the strength to carry on and you cast your fears aside and you know you can survive.
So, when you feel like hope is gone look inside you and be strong and you'll finally see the truth that a hero lies in you. that a hero lies in youuuuuuuuuu.

good morning girl:)

2006-03-09T18:46:00.000-08:00

early in the morning charlie greeted us, "good morning girl". then we posed like this,hahaha

why they are cannot be the nominees:)

2006-03-09T18:04:00.000-08:00

hii my blog, see u again in bright friday:) dah mau week n lagi ya, tp sini week n tetep masuk,hiks:( btw barusan kemarin ada perhelatan oscar, film yang kusuka the constant gardener nyabet kategori best supporting actress, emang bagus perfomnya en caem si rachel. si ralph fiennes sbnarnya bagus jg, tapi kok g dapt ya, o nasib:) btw these are that cant be the nominees, see the pic meticulously:)

watchout when ur child in crowded:)

2006-03-03T21:20:00.000-08:00

Hiii guys, smalam ak liat film the deeep end of the ocean, ceritanya beda lho ma ocean eleven,hehe. Film ini diperanin ma si imut michelle preifer, yang aku kenal,hahha. nyritain ttg penculikan anak ma ttangganya sndiri, kasihan dech michelle mpe akhirnya anaknya(ben) ditemukan lagi 9 tahun kemudian gara2 anaknya yg kecil, carry main bareng ma anaknya yg diculik itu. Dia langsung merasa kenal dgn ben pas bicara langsung, naluri keibuannya tajam euy:) buat teman2 yg d punya anak diharap hati2 ya klo bepergian:)

three must go on:)

2006-02-27T16:31:00.000-08:00

mumpung mash sepi dari kerjaan, ak upload dlu foto salah satu undergraduate(dah tahu kan yg lu2s) yg cool n sexy euy, klo macho ntar nyaingin ade rai,hahaha. klo seblah kanannya lebh cool lagi cos doyan banget ma namanya es krim:) gitu dlu ya teman, wish u all best

ur my lady:)

2006-02-20T16:56:00.000-08:00

This morning i heard '100 years' from five for fighting, 15 there still time for u,time to buy an time to lose, theres never a wish better than this, when u only got a 100 years to live, its so touching me,hehe. Pas berangkat tadi jalan mnju kantor lmyan crowded, diramaikan para bala ugm d pada lolos dari kawah candradimuka, jadi ingat dl wisuda euy, ada teman2 en keluarga, seneng en haru campus sari:) gitu dlu ya blog tude, mau cari sesuap nasi dlu,hehe

get some refresh

2006-02-17T22:36:00.000-08:00

ngantuk nich sabtu masuk en g bsa ngedate, gubrakss:))

lots of twin

2006-02-17T22:32:00.000-08:00

look at me:)

2006-02-17T22:02:00.000-08:00

internet is my best friend when im drunk with a lot of order, here i am after several months cannot transfer pic, kasihan dech gue:)

here i am

2006-02-08T19:51:00.000-08:00

lama g nulis disini nich, sibuk euy,hehe. btw ak skrg agak g enak badan,serak2 n gatal tenggorokanku,hiks3. tp buat nyanyi malah asik,hehe, ngalahin suaranya bryan adams,hehe, ini salah satunya:
Here I am - this is me
There's no where else on earth I'd rather be
Here I am - it's just me and you
And tonight we make our dreams come true

It's a new world - it's a new start
It's alive with the beating of young hearts
It's a new day - it's a new plan
I've been waiting for you
Here I am

Here we are - we've just begun
And after all this time - our time has come
Ya here we are - still goin' strong
Right here in the place where we belong

Chorus X1

Here I am - this is me
There's no where else on earth I'd rather be
Here I am - it's just me and you
And tonight we make our dreams come true

Chorus X2

Here I am - next to you
And suddenly the world is all brand new
Here I am - where I'm gonna stay
Now there's nothin standin in our way
Here I am - this is me

sunglasses

2006-01-06T19:40:00.001-08:00

Yogyakarta is quiet hot today, i need a glasses to cool down:) ak lembur yg pertama kali nich di tahun 2006, bsok senin harpitnas, pegnnya libur,m tp ampe skrg kok belm ada pengumuman libur ya , hiks:( btw td aku lihat program make over ruangan di tv, dinding kamarnya ada lukisan siluet, its cool and beautifully, lets raise our hand and wish we can get it,hehehe

my new post

2006-01-04T18:15:00.001-08:00

Tahun telah berganti, kerjaan belm berubah,hehe. hope we can get lots of happiness in this year though theres lots of dares too:) kemarin ada film bagus judulnya back to the secret garden, bercerita ttg anak panti asuhan yg pnya taman HOT, hanya orang tertentu yg bsa buka itu taman,pengn pnya:) gitu dlu ya my first post in 2006, cu next

see the sun

2005-12-26T16:27:00.002-08:00

Today the sun shines brightly, hope we can do the things better :) btw smalam ak lhat the apprentice, gamenya jualan baju, per potong 1o jt, gaji berpa bulan tuh ya,hehehe. Kalo ak g harus yg mahal, asal nyaman n good looking, biar bsa buat yg lain jg:) gitu dlu ya,lets start working.

open up ur eyes

2005-12-23T20:00:00.000-08:00

hari ini ak masuk lembur, byk tumpukan nich,hiks:( biar g pusing aku browse lagu, dapat open ur eyes alterbridge

Looking back I clearly seeWhat it is that’s killing meThrough the eyes of one I knowI see a vision once let goI had it allConstantly it burdens meHard to trust and can’t believeLost the faith and lost the loveWhen the day is doneWill they open their eyesAnd realize we are oneOn and on we stand aloneUntil our day has comeWhen they open their eyesAnd realize we are oneI love the way I feel todayBut how I know the sun will fadeDarker days seem to beWhat will always live in meBut still I runIt’s hard to walk this path aloneHard to know which way to goWill I ever save this dayWill it ever changeWill they open their eyesAnd realize we are oneStill today we carry onI know our day will comeWhen they open their eyesAnd realize we are oneWill they open their eyesAnd realize we are oneit’s hard to walk this path alonehard to know which way to goWill they open their eyesAnd realize we are onelost the faith and lost the lovewhen the day is doneWill they open their eyesAnd realize we are one

my first story

2005-12-20T16:28:00.000-08:00

hai all

hari ini kumulai aktivitas dgn lmyan berbasah2 ria, musim hujan euy:)ak smalam dapet cerita ttg howard hughes, he was one of a lucky and genius person in 20th century,slain anak orang kaya dia jg bsa bikin pswat,pegn:)) gitu dlu ya my first story, mau cari yg anget2 dlu,hehe.